.God.is.good.

hi all,

just to keep all of you in the loop on my current situation.

i am back to flying.

i must say that it is indeed God's plan to put me through all the interviews in 2007 so that i can be in this job.

though i may not be in this line for long, at least it gives me the great opportunities to see the world and to fulfill the longing to travel overseas since young.

a little secret to share, which i used to be very protective over.

my first time to travel abroad on an aircraft was just one month before i commenced my training at my training centre in november 2007, that is october 2007, when i first took a plane!

it was also a fully sponsored trip to chiangmai, thailand by my respected elder, mr victor wee. he used to be an economics tutor in sajc till he retired a few years ago.

the trip was made available so that i could put my mind at ease, to understand God's love once again as i was putting up in the orphanage/childcare/God's dwelling place for those who need God/church.

it was such a great experience that i would definitely want to return there to have a wonderful time with the children there.

yes, along the way, i have lost the touch.

i am still chasing after the material needs and wants.

why is that so?

i am not afraid to share as i am not a confident person, due to the failures i have had.

setbacks, who dont experience?

it depends vastly on the individual, on how his/her threshold is for pressure from his/her environment.

frankly, i have yet come out of the biggest setback i have had.

the part where i failed as a student, still lingers.

this job, though it allows me to earn much, it doesnt satisfy me as a person, as a whole.

somehow, there is always a void.

somewhere, there is always a fear.

i may be decked in labels and colourful covers, this is to make me feel worthwhile, to cover up the failure which i am ashamed of.

to all young and budding boys who just received their amazing good a levels results, dont lose sight and do well in your studies

as a student, do your part as one to honour God, for He has already have His plans for you when you are blessed with good grades.

those who are working their heads off in offices and in schools, dont you dare to lose your focus too!

take care, my dear friends.

i should be really thankful, for i never dreamt to be travelling so much, as boarding a plane seemed such a distant idea when i was younger.

dare to dream. dream big.

by the way, do catch 'marley and me' before it closes, as it is a simple but very realistic and touching show.

alright, i did feel the 'sourness' when the main character started to age.

hahaha... who says a grown-up man cant tear?

i didnt cry, just a little wet in my eyes.

chun quan